Keep calm & carry on.

You're treated with a little update.

2012-01-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

Pretty much into my new year spirit already. :3

G'day all.

My purpose of updating this deadly space is to somehow make it a little alive upon celebrating this coming new year. Which explain,a little red to start off this wonderful new year. I hope you feel my love already. Wtheck. :) Whatever it is,I sincerely wish everyone of you who are reading this a happy new year,have a blissful one. Enjoy every little moments spend with your family,house visiting,red packets & the fun you're about to have.

I've got nothing much on hand to really share with. Life's been pretty great recently. Officially a college kid already. But the down side is,stress is slowly taking its own place. But I guess it's good,a little kick in the butt to be motivated. What more,I've been rotting for about a month aimlessly. It's time to have a goal in life. Y'know. ;)

Here,something more personal,

Ever faced a situation whereby you've stop expecting/giving others your attention,& the table finally changed the other way round. That's human nature,& it's how funny life can possibly be. Yes,we all want to have things that we can't have. It's normal. But the annoying part is,people just don't realised what they've already let go & yet,still wants to remain things at it is. Personally,I find this pretty annoying. No offense. & one more thing I've learned this year: life still goes on.

People often tell me the hardest part is the letting go part. But,I don't quite agree with this statement anymore. For me,the hardest part is not letting go,but to accept every single facts that you wished did not happened & move on with your life. That's the worst. Truths are always ugly,& the worst thing you can do to yourself is,living in denial. At the end of the day,how strong can you possibly be? How long are you to shed your tears/crying yourself to bed? How many truths can you deny? Think about it.

Now,you tell me why,

Recently,I've found that even though I've lose the things I wanted the most/precious,I just don't quite getting upset with it. Yes,for a short while but after getting over it,I am all fine. No tears,no regrets,no pain. Then,I started questioning myself.

"I actually didn't fall hard for it in the first place?"

Or,

"I've seen it coming already & I've learned how to protect myself."

Sorry,but I don't have an answer for myself. The moment I find out I wasn't some useless idiot who doesn't seemed to have a life,or assuming that my life is coming to an 'end',it really caught my surprise. What's more surprising? Telling myself,so what? :)

I hope that's what you called maturity has already taken place. Because,deep down I know I've learned my lesson,& I don't want the same thing to happen to me all over again. Now I am telling you,life's good.

End of personal discussion.

It's okay if you don't get what I am saying in this post. Just wanted to rant a little. Til then,I'll see you guys soon. Have a great new year!

Sincerely,

your blogger. :)

Half way during SPM!

2011-11-19T23:33:00.001+08:00

My heart was thumping so fast. I was afraid. I was down with sickness,I felt dizzy & I could barely feel myself. It was then my prayers that helped me. Nevertheless,I was sweating still,my hands were shaky & I quickly jotted down whatever that came to my mind. Right or wrong.

Oh damn,my descriptive sucks. :P

Anyways,half way through SPM. I was here to distress myself. So far I don't think I've screwed up any papers. But I am just not satisfied with whatever I've done so far. Past is past,I should move on to the up coming ones. Right? :) Not hoping much,just want to collect as much 'apples' as I can. hehh.

Just cause I was bored. I always wanted to do photoshooting. But I never looked good in front of the camera. Sad case.

With love,

Vanessa.

Skin products review.

2011-11-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

Taken during graduation day.

Photo credits: Sharlyn Chan.

G'day readers! I just happened to love the above picture a lot. :D

So,yeap! Today I've decided to do some skin products review for you readers. I don't know,this idea stroked out of nowhere. Perhaps I am influenced by the Youtubers. Anyways,let's go straight to the point.

Things you should know,

#1: It's hard for me to find skin products that really work on me.

#2: I've been using them for almost half a year/perhaps longer than that.

#3: Skin products are very individual,it might not work on you but sharing is caring! :)

#4: If you're facing serious acne problem (like how I've used to) maybe you should keep reading.

Early of the year,I was having acne problem. Not very serious but I had very big & disgusting pimples that really annoyed me so much. I was often teased by my friends & I feel so URGH! Girls out there,I am sure you know how it feels. &,I have to say I am so so so so so thankful that I've found this.

Yes! It's NUTOX.

According to the sales girl,this product contains bird nest. I am not very sure about this but one thing,after using this product for sometime,it worked so well on me. & it gave me that glow on my face which I am so impressed!

Applied after washing your face with that cleanser above,twice a day. (day & night)

Besides using this,there's one more product I'd wished to share with you guys,

It's called Eryderm.

This product cure acne problem. It worked so well for me,seriously. Just a little thing I dislike about it's that it's actually very strong. Whenever you apply it,it has this very unpleasant smell & sometimes it'll irritates your eyes too. Hence,take a little note on that when applying. But no doubt,it's really good.

After purchasing them & using them for about few weeks to a month,I really see the result. I've also got compliments from people around me,asking what product I am using & all. So yeah. I am so pleased & glad about it.

Not forgetting,during the weekends when you're free,you can also use chinese tea to wash your face. It actually worked very well too. :) I've tried using & I am still currently using whenever I am free. No harm trying. Yet again,I've mentioned that skin products are very individual,so it might not work for some people.

You can easily purchase these products at your local drug stores,pharmacies or even shopping malls. If you've any problems/other products to share with,comment below. Thanks. :D

Loves,

Vanessa.

High school graduation day!

2011-11-04T14:41:00.002+08:00

G'day readers! :)

So yeap,after waiting for so long,today is finally my graduation day. I don't know whether is it something to be happy/sad about. You define it. But I am sad & glad at the same time for leaving school. Things that happened today?

#1: I woke up late.

#2: My mum totally forgotten to pick me up to school!

#3: I was late to school.

#4: Messy hair day.

&,I 'spent' my time about an hour or so during assembly sitting next to,

Well,basically it really didn't started off perfectly. Fret not,it all became so wonderful from the moment we shook the teachers' hands. Getting blessings from each & everyone of them. :') Sadly,no pictures were taken.

Part of my classmates,some went missing. :O

On top of that,I love it so much when it comes to English period. I had the best English teacher ever who no doubt,put in so many efforts. By far,one of the best teachers I had yet to come across.

Ps: I don't have great photographers around me,the picture that I took with her was ruined.

I kid you not,my English teacher bought this for us. It's chicken pie! :D

Our dear monitor.

So,the pictures below were taken during photo session,

& here,some random shots to end my graduation post,

It's the end of high school life. At least,I don't think there's anymore playing/studying session in the class. Perhaps next week we were asked to go back to school to do some last minute revision,which is optional. Anyways,it really marks the end of high school. One last & also the most important thing to go through,SPM. Once in a life time. :)

After reading this whole post,maybe it reminds you of those once upon a time memories. If you want,you can also share your experience with me. hehh.

Loves,

Vanessa.

Of high school memories.

2011-11-03T14:17:00.002+08:00

G'afternoon readers. :) I got that last Sunday,I was glad that I spent some time with my bunch of friends,knowing the fact that we're gonna go to our own separated paths next year.

Today,my last day of skipping school. I kinda miss my school dearly. Even though I remember how much I've hated waking up early in the morning,doing the same routine over & over again! I know,after SPM,it's gonna be a major change of my life. From wearing uniform,to throwing them,from going high school,to college,from being fetched & pampered,to driving to college.

At this point,I wouldn't know whether to look forward or not. Tomorrow,one official ceremony & I am bidding farewell to high school life. One final ceremony,one final exam.

My worn out pair of shorts,but I am still loving it.

Anyways,I was just wondering. You readers out there,how is it like to look forward to graduate from high school? How is it like to sit for SPM? What happened after high school? I bet,you guys will happen to miss school life too right? Despite the ugly uniform,despite annoying teachers & homework. Part of you,will always miss them.

Express & share the love! :)

Next post: Graduation day.

Loves,

Vanessa.

Of crazy moments while studying.

2011-11-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

G'evening readers! :)

Been missing in action for a few days. So,I decided to skip school for three days. Hoping it'll turn out to be productive but it doesn't seem like it so far. I had been studying of course,but it's just not satisfying enough. Why am I always having troubles studying during afternoons?

On the other hand,I've collected these during Monday,

If & only if I've gotten them much earlier. For now,they don't have their uses yet. Very sad to say. Perhaps next year I suppose? Or never I am gonna use them like forever. (just joking!)

If only somebody can tell me how to study History & Biology. Much appreciated. Both of these,my biggest enemies. I tried to be nice,I gave in. We'll see.

G'day everyone,it's kinda raining very heavily right now. Take care!

Loves,

Vanessa.

Life - it goes on.

2011-10-27T18:48:00.003+08:00

G'evening! There,my very own crazy moment half way through studying.

I love proving myself wrong. I slept my butt off the whole morning as I stayed up late last night to complete my History. I thought,today I'll start my laziness all over again. Thank God,I did spend my afternoon wisely. Fret not!

I always question myself at the end of the day. Everything I am doing right now 'til the very last moment,will my hard work all paid off? What if it doesn't? Too afraid. I guess,if I don't give a damn about anything,I should start to freak out. :)

Good day everyone!
PS: Best friend's birthday today,moo moo cow. :D

With love,
Vanessa.

Get inspired everyday.

2011-10-26T14:50:00.002+08:00

G'afternoon,

Feels good to be back again today. Once again,today I discovered that I loved walking around with my camera & start snapping random shots. It's been almost a year to two that I've been neglecting my poor SLR. & also I hadn't been finding chances to sneak out of the house & start getting inspiration. At this point,I swear I've got so many things I wanted to do after exam. As much as I hate using the word,after exam!

What's your plan before entering college? I've got too many to be written down.

Vanessa,loves.

Hope - I'll keep going.

2011-10-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,

I swear,it's a sudden thought of coming back to update a little. Let's not count how long I've been leaving this poor little site alone. Comparing to last time blogging at least one post per day,I've been indeed slacking a lot. Fact that I've been losing my passion in blogging plus I've been pretty caught up with my life lately. Anyhow,my final high school examination - SPM is coming real soon. & I don't know how but I just ended up here. Perhaps,I'd like to have a fresh start over here. To be frank,I really really missed blogging something everyday,just like those days.

Saying I will study harder each day is just an excuse. Never succeed. For now,I've been doing a lot of questions so that I'll get familiarise with everything. You know,having to go through a month of exam is just plain torturing. At the meantime,I am pretty thankful with the fact that there's breaks in between. I'd hope there's sufficient time for me to gear up for the final round by then. It's never easy,right?

On top of that,I've just got myself one cute notebook with one of my friends. It's really cheap you know. :) I don't think I am going to use it any sooner anyways. Most probably next year? Fact you should know about me,I get very excited whenever I stepped into any bookstores. Hello,it's books! But currently I've been grounded & drowning by books. By now,I should have phobia or whatsoever.

Anyways,I guess I am just going to end here. Going to have some time for myself before studying. Oh,another staying up late night.

Good night,loves.

Shots.

2011-08-31T15:18:00.001+08:00

Enjoy,loves.

Update.

2011-08-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

With the best friend,Rissara. :D

Yet again,it's been awhile since I set foot on my blog. I've always wanted to coming blogging I swear. & every time I open the page,I stare at the page blankly,wouldn't know where to begin with. Fact that,I lost track with blogging about my daily routines everyday & I've got so many things to update you people. Trust me,right now I don't have anything particular in mind to blog with. So far,I've just been typing aimlessly & blindly. Loving my typing speed & its rhythm.

Hello August,

It's been so far a great month. With loads & loads of happening. Finally,I don't feel that much of the stress anymore. Trial is in less than a month time. Schedule had been pack than ever. Fact that every weekends have to go to KL with my bunch of friends for seminar. No doubt,it's tiring to travel back & forth,especially every single week. But I am sure we'll managed to get used to it. What more,fast food every single week. So far,we already had twice. That's fattening enough. I can still vividly remember how dumb we were during the first day. Got into the wrong train,ran up & down for nothing,got late into the class. Pffft,but the following week was obviously better. :)

Anyway,I've got nothing much to share with. I am enjoying what I am going through right now. At least it is somewhat better than months before. Things are slowly falling back into places & I am certainly very glad about it. Hopefully things turn out the way they should be because in any events,I think I deserve to have some peace & fun time for myself. Not to forget,with my bunch of friends as well. Not forgetting,throughout this few months,it has always been too much to take in. & I am slowly getting used with the new environment. At times,especially during the nights. I always wonder why things between us didn't work out,why it didn't last. I couldn't search for the answer though. But it's okay. I guess I am on my way healing. & finally realising why my mother told me the tears doesn't worth in the first place. I am done feeling upset about it. I think it is finally time for me to move on,& lead myself to a better place. :)

Before I leave,finally after so long. I am going for my first driving lesson tomorrow! :D Wish me luck,seriously.

With love;

Prefectorial Board 2010/2011.

2011-07-17T21:49:00.004+08:00

Top 4,2010/2011.

No doubt,our one & only shot throughout. :)

It's pretty sad knowing that I have to leave the Prefectorial Board soon. Having to retire is the one & only thing that had never came across my mind. Even though throughout my five years,prefect is all about standing at your respective duty places,making sure the students are in order & taking care of the school discipline. At times,was even scolded by the students. What more,the ugliest scolding from them? It's pretty amazing finding out that I've sailed it through. All the obstacles,becoming the 'head of discipline' is no doubt,quite an achievement.

I remember how much I've hated duty back then being a junior. What more,finding tonnes of excuses just to be lazy & excuse myself from dutying. I never once thought of aiming something high as I know,I am beyond far from having the rights to. I mean,there are more capable people who deserve so much than me. So,forget about it. But,I didn't know the fun part of being a prefect. Yes,it can be really fun & you just have to find your passion & heart. Til then,you'll get what I meant.

Here,I would really like to thank the Prefectorial Board because I've grew so much. I'd never once regret being part of the family. Even though we,being a prefect have to sacrifice a lot. From studies,to friends,& being hated by majority of the students. Not wanting to mention,the amount of stress just to take care of this board. Trust me,it's really tiring. Without my bunch of prefects with me,I don't know I can managed to pull it through throughout this whole year. I am thankful for having them with me,being able to work together as a team. No doubt in between there were lots of misunderstandings,communications problem,drama all over & etc. It really did gave me a great senior year which I couldn't ask for more.

You talk about the amount of stress I had this year,I've actually learned how not to complain about it. Not a single bit. I didn't know how I managed to pull it through. Trust me,I've had issues with the others throughout,it was tough & it really did upset me. From time to time,seeing how each & everyone changed. Every single one of them,some even true colours. Somewhat,it really did upset & disappoint me. How problems started occurring between us & all. But at the end of the day,every problems & obstacles I've faced,I have to say,I've learned a lot from it. Then I realised,why in the first place I didn't regret being part of the family,being part of them.

Indeed,it has brought me a lot of advantages in life. From being self discipline,to self confidence as I have to handle assembly every Thursdays,to able to cope with stress,& able to carry out teamwork & leadership skills. Things that I didn't knew that was in me,it all showed. Therefore,I am really grateful for being a prefect,even though sacrifices needed to be made. & there you go,my senior year is already coming to an end. One official ceremony & prefect dinner. There,bidding my farewell. They said,once a prefect,forever a prefect. We might not need to be in blue all the time,but it is the prefect spirit that each & everyone of us had.

Anyway,though it is upsetting needing to leave the board,but I guess I already had enough. It is time for me to finally switch my priority & finally give my job to my bunch of juniors. Of course,I'd hope that they'll always stay together & always make sure things are in order. I love each & everyone of them,even though at times they do really get onto my nerves & I couldn't help but to start scolding. Deep down,I still treat them as part of my family. I guess,is time for me to leave the rest to them,& also for them to complete the chapter for us.

Til then,I wish them all the best handling the board. As for me,all back to studies. Trial is too near to mess around with.

Ps: I hadn't been updating often I know. Here you go,my apology. :)

Sincerely,thanks for the memories.

2011-07-08T19:11:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,there's moment of life whereby you wouldn't know if you're the one who changed,or the people around you. Speaking of which,I am having trust issues with people nowadays. It's the trust that I am going to give everyone that freaks me out. Doubting whether was it me after all,or people really did changed around me. At times,I wouldn't know whether to be thankful towards this or what. It is like what they said,challenges given by God. Let me tell you,too much of it seriously scares the hell out of me. & worst,I did broke down a few times before this. There's nothing wrong to admit I cried,tried everything just to release that unpleasant feelings I had inside me. I very well know that it couldn't help much,but at least I felt so much better.

For what is worth,I am thankful for going through certain phase of life with certain people who meant the whole world to me. I gave in,but at the end of the day,I got hurt too deeply. For which whatever that I thought at first,for being too naive thinking 'best friends forever' does exist,I guess I was too wrong. & it's also how funny when it involves a few parties,things eventually got worst. I mean,sometimes that's how scary a human mouth can be. & at the end of the day,all that were left are tonnes of misunderstandings & hatred. What for? Sometimes I really do wonder,you're already considered as a young adult & yet the actions you're doing are as though primary school kids. Seriously,grow up.

It has always been too much to take in. Nothing in life comes easy,nothing in life is stress-free. & at that very moment. Or perhaps at this very moment,I decide to give up everything. It's not that the giving up part that upsets me,it's that there's too much of happenings in between which caused me too much of pain. Throughout my cooling period,I actually realised I felt way better being alone. What more by using the word being dumped? I don't really give a shit about it. Life has been pretty alright since then. Yes,I admit it was indeed a big void & all. But at least,I wouldn't need to think about what has gone wrong & most important,what has gotten on your mind. I was perhaps too sick with all these. Blame me for giving up. Wait,maybe you shouldn't.

I am someone who is very clear cut. The minute you decide to have doubts on me,what more accused me,it's when I'll hold back & take back all the trust that I've ever put on somebody. It hurts very deep,but what more can I do? For which what is worth,more like what is not worth,I am not saving this. You've came in with happiness,leaving too much of pain behind,I guess it's really enough. I know for which whatever that is going to happen,I couldn't give it another try anymore. It's you that scares me,I could no longer recognize you anymore. Seriously. I know,it's always better to end things in a happy note. But I hate myself for leaving sarcastic remarks. Knowing that I am not going to say exactly what I feel in the end. I already don't know who you are. So now,the only thing I don't want to lose is not knowing who I am.

Well,no more about this. Sincerely,from me to you. :)

Ekiden Run.

2011-06-05T00:02:00.004+08:00

I am such a slow poke,exactly one week after this running event only then I have the drive to finally update this. It's such a waste that I couldn't bring my camera along that day as I myself have to run,& nobody is going to babysit my little baby. Anyhow,managed to come out with a few shots still.

I remember my first time experiencing long distance run was during primary school back then. I thought the distance would somehow killed me or I might even get lost or fainted half way through. Surprisingly & beyond my expectation,I got myself medals every year & I didn't knew that I kinda like long distance run. At least compare to short distance like 100m,I find it easier to go for the longer ones. Throughout the years,I've been getting lazier & my stamina has dropped tremendously. If I were to say,Ekiden run was my worst performance of all. But still,I managed to pull it through.

Our team.

It was my first time running as a team. Unfortunately,I was placed as the last runner. As told,I was required to run 1.5 km but after finishing up the whole journey,I noticed it was actually more than 1.5 km.I don't know whether was it the weather or what but seriously,the journey was long. Our team managed to get number 63,which is not too bad. We did no serious training as throughout the month everyone was tied down with mid term.

Part of the classmates who took part in this event.

Not as nerdy as you think. Truth is,my classmates are actually very sporting. Whenever it comes to co-curricular activities,half of my classmates will go missing. It is good to have classmates like that because this type of attitude is what that makes the whole class comes alive. Our final senior year,when will it be the next time until we have chances like that? :)

Somehow,I've promised myself to never get myself involve in any sports anymore. The final one will only be marching during my final school sports day. I am 'retiring' myself from all the running events as to be honest,I don't have time to train up my stamina & I just hate that moment of nervousness & butterflies all over my tummy before the race. It's been enough & too scary for me,somehow.

Next up: Prom video shooting. You will not want to miss this! :)

A day out.

2011-06-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

Two days ago,which was Monday I went badminton with my bunch of friends at DPC. I know I am slow. & I haven blog about my Ekiden run yet,which will be publish on the next post. So,stay tuned. Anyway,was a fun day because after badminton,we walked to Kay's Garden for lunch & after that headed to Bryan Teh's house to discuss about prom stuff. Oh,we've created an event on Facebook already. Click here. Before I go any further about the day spent with them,I would like to promote a bit about the prom.

I am one of the committees,& it is actually organized by the few of us. Myself,Bryan Teh,Bryan Kwok,Shashfiny & Brandon. Though it has nothing to do with the school,but we are putting it as Taman Bukit Maluri Prom (TBM Prom) since all of us came from that school. Basically,it is an open event. Everybody is welcomed to join us & have a blast on that night. For further information,check out the link. & if you guys have any doubts & questions,please do not hesitate to contact any one of us.

So,back to today's topic. I'll post up the pictures instead. :)

The place we played.

Meet Bryan Teh. :D

This is Bridget.

The lazy ones. Playing gadgets & reading instead of badminton.

Another shot of Bryan.

The other four were so into playing badminton. I didn't had a shot of them. Anyway,after awhile,the three of us got so bored. & since we had nothing better to do. That's what we did.

Taking shots can be pretty tiring also to be honest. Yes,didn't you see we were actually having fun time enjoying ourselves? Btw,we burned fats too. :D

After badminton,we had our lunch at Kay's Garden,as mentioned.

My honey lemon.

Thai tom yam fried rice.

Right after lunch,we walked over to Bryan Teh's house for prom discussion. I tell you,I am in love with his house. Rich kid.

There you go,Bryan again.

His guitar.

Our sexy asses while creating prom event on Facebook.

Over all,did had fun with them that day even though it was tiring,since I went for Ekiden run a day before that. At least,one productive day spent. :D

Final high school year.

2011-05-28T17:26:00.005+08:00

I could still clearly remember my freshman year,first stepping into a place where it doesn't look familiar to me at all. Knowing nuts about the school,blindly following to the school rules & what the prefects said,getting used of Malay & Indian teachers,with new subjects & environment. It was at first very hard to cope with,as a chinese student. Nevertheless,few months passes & I finally get the hang out of it. From a normal student becoming to a junior prefect,then senior prefect.

There goes five years,& about six to seven months,I am leaving this school. I,wouldn't want to elaborate too much on what had happened throughout the five years. So,let's talk about my high school year.

4/5 Bakti.

This is my lovely class,a year ago. It's how amazing pictures speak a thousand words. Though I do not have a group picture of us this year but it's pretty obvious that everyone had changed. It's fun being in this class. Despite the number of scoldings from the teachers. At the end of the day,it's the memories & the fun time that counts.

This is what we used to do during primary school. If you're a student who came from chinese school,I am sure this is the chinese way of keeping the class in order & quiet. The above picture was just for fun. The teacher did not entered the class hence,we're doing nonsense to kill time.

Friends,do play a very important role in my life. From a hi,bye friend into best friends. It's how funny things eventually turned out. Something that you've never thought of happening,happened. Without them,I will not felt the love of friendship every time you're in deep shit. I will not feel appreciated as they choose to share their problems.

"A friend drops their plans when you're in trouble,shares joy in your accomplishments,feels sad when you're in pain. A friend encourages your dreams and offers advice - but when you don't follow it,they still respect and love you." - Doris W. Helmering.

Senior prefect 2010/2011.

Last year,I could still recall months before turning into a senior,the amount of interviews by the teachers,nervousness & different type of emotions at once. It's beyond crazy. But,throughout,I've came across lots of obstacles & grew up a lot. Being one of the top 4 is nonetheless tough & stressful,but this position taught me a lot of things which I haven came across before. I might complained a lot with everything those days,but after going through all these,whatever that happened were nothing compare to what I've gone through now.

About two months or so,I'll be retiring from the Prefectorial Board. I,couldn't imagine life as a normal student,the amount of work & stress cut down half & not dutying before school,during recess & after school. I will never forget how much it has taught me,& I've never regretted being one of them. :)

Varies types of dances I've tried throughout the five years,tried out different types of costumes,getting butterflies in my tummy each time before a performance. I suppose due to SPM year,my passion towards this club has decreased tremendously. Myself as the president of the club,I know I hadn't been doing a great job but somehow,my mind was already elsewhere,compare to those days. & to be honest,I can't wait to pass on the board too. It's been too much of skipping classes,& my teachers aren't please with that.

Two more major exams & it marks the end of high school. Sometimes I wonder,how many examinations I've gone through throughout the five years? About four more months to trials,& six more months to SPM. It's time to start gearing up until the very last day of SPM.

Wonderful teachers I've met. We always considered ourselves lucky because we all had the best teachers to teach us. With their never ending love & hope to us,scolding us for our own good,giving tonnes of homework as high as a mountain & treat us like their children. Despite hating going through exams,completing homework & eventually leads to scolding,I never once hated them. Back to basic,it's always for us.

It's pretty true that you will not appreciate something,not until you've lose it. Our seniors always tell us that we should enjoy our final high school year to the fullest,telling us how much they missed being a high school student. They would rather go through all the exams & homework,than college assignments & exams. & to be very frank,I do not know how to appreciate it. Easy to say than to be done. I suppose the only thing to do now is to study but aside from that,try to have fun & enjoy every bits & pieces left.

I wonder,next year or the after a few years later reading back this particular post,what exactly would I felt? :)